You never looked so good
as you did last night,
underneath the
city lights.
Baby, i'll
find a way
to shine
just for you.

Monday, June 23, 2008

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When you realised.. How vulnerable every single relationship can be..
No matter what ever you do. Some relationship can never ever be the same again.
Because you'd given it up; in other words, you dont even bother in the first place.
You asked why am I always letting people taking advantages of me, getting bully..
Because that's give & take. I do gain from them, or that they're just so dear to me.
I did all that to keep them, because I understand how important is the presence of everyone.
Yes you're right. They don't deserve it.
I shouldn't shed tears for them. Frankly speaking, I cant help it.
I cant help to feel bad.
Maybe, you guys see me as a flirt.
See me as a total bitch. Well, I'd never denied that.
But once I really fall in love, it's really in love.
Dont make me do that.
I dont wanna.. be hurt once again.
Because, those feelings will be gone..
Very soon, or meybe. for some it doesnt matter at all.
Do you think peiwei cared? no, he'd never.
all those selfishness.. I'd just swallow it down.
Yes, sick of this life.
Sick of being too nice. To everyone. Whereby, people just tend to take me for granted.
Thanks for all those care and concerns. Dont be too nice, I dont wanna fall into it again.
Not for now.
You know, all along I've cared. All along, I've been wanting to support you.
Apparently, Im just someone.. unimportant.
To most of them, Im just someone like this.
Isnt it?