You never looked so goodas you did last night, underneath the city lights. ♥ ♥ ♥ |
Baby, i'll find a way to shine just for you. ♥ ♥ ♥ |
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Wednesday, April 30, 2008Yes, you wanna care bout her feelings. But what about mine? Yes, Ima strong girl, however, I'm still a girl. Those stuffs that you'd told her, is just to kid her? Have you ever realised, I've been tolerating. Have you ever realised, I'm drowning all my misery to myself? I wanna be th perfect girl for you. I'm sorry but I can't. Suddenly, you're like a total stranger to me.. I don't know, I'm lost. Yes, I should be understanding. But, why can't you tell her the truth? She have to face it sooner or later doesn't she? She's still young, however it doesn't give her the reason to throw her temper around. Having you to clear up those nonsense that she'd created. Sigh. Sunday, April 27, 2008Make it t public ^^I missed my boyf fuck. tday I didn't get t see him. ;( Boyf, you needa work tomorrow. & I fucking wanna see you. Exams tomorrow, flunked. I mugged eh, today. so... incredibly? Laughs* Feelin' a lil empty. I want him by my side. & BEN stop disturbing me, I'm not angry. Just irritated. zz - Anyone t study w tomorrow? ;( Doubt so. Aye, I'm attached so? ;D Some mfkers just have t be involved eh? Com'on get a life& stop gettin' jealous bout' every single thing. Ima relationship breaker? At least Im capable of it, but that doesnt meant that I did. ;) Sorry eh, my conscious is clear, it's not gonna affect me fags. Go to a library& get some english books for dummies t brush up your english before talking t me yea? I dont get a f- what you're tryin t get here. Since your message isnt passed thru languages, jst shut up& go blame your mama for not giving you enough education. LEEPEIWEI <3 LEEPEIWEI <3 LEEPEIWEI <3 LEEPEIWEI <3 LEEPEIWEI <3 LEEPEIWEI <3 He's mine, & all mine ;D LOVE MY BIG SCREEN; IMA BITCH (: Wednesday, April 23, 2008My special boy (:I'm loved; IM LOVED! hah, wanna shareee this w every single buddy of mine, guys, I'm in loved ^^ Well, he's one special guy. After all these stupid effin' shit I'd gone thru, I'd found him. He's really really my one and only. Sorry for those time I'd neglected you guys, I didn't mean it. I'm just so busy w everything. Guess what, I skipped blogging, chatting & every single thing cause almost every single day I'd be talking to him, & study th shit out of me. He's my motivation, he's my everything. I love you, Lee Pei Wei. I know this is a lil bit sudden, but well. Those huge feelings and love in beneath just gushed out like no body's buisness. 22nd April, I'll never forget. Let me believe in it once again. After all the wrong choices, after all those tears and misery, you're here for me at last. He is the one that would do every single silly & simple thing w me.. He is the one that would share every little nice things with me.. Although he isn't that prince charming every single girl would snatch with.. He's my everything.. Aye, han is so silly, so blindly in love. cause I'd gave him my hands, believing that he'll lead me. Okay, I'm gonna study again! MUG! LEEPEIWEI ; <3 Saturday, April 12, 2008OH MY GOD!Oh my goodness, I'd been stopped blogging for like how many donkeaye-years =/ Sorry blog readers! Let's start afresh, from today (: Woke up early in th morning supposed t go school from some effin' extra lessons. I'd TRIED! okay ): Couldn't get up cause had vomited like a-piece-of-shit the previous night. Eventually, woke up at around 11.20am. Wanted Mac's breakfast but thought of what I'd vomitted last night, I guess it's not really a good choice ;X Then went online did crap, quarrelled and at approx 1pm, started preparing to meet Mardy ^^ Mardy; I'm sorry once again to be late ): One th way called my 'BF' and complained t him bout that stupid mother fucker who made me feel like fucking his mother just so fucking much ;X Then saw Mardy waiting. Went t take train & Crapped along th way.. Reached City hall & went straight to Funan, had Ajisen for lunchhhh which is like so prawn-atic. Went around for some desktops, found my HP Pavillion or however you spelt it. Okay, decided on that & went looking around at VAIOS ): After that we went walking around at Esplanade, Sigh, I missed those days. SOMEONE ACCOMPANY ME THERE ONE DAY! the super nice feeling, very relaxing& the whole atmosphere was just so simple.. Then, went Marina Sq which I shopped around like one bitch. Went to Buy myself a new handphone pouch together w my waited-so-long pencil case. Then, walked around & saw ink! & guess what? I saw that bag that I'd commented on NICE on a girl I'd saw previously, BOUGHT it! & walked around w it.. ha, guess what, I though it wasn't nice w my dress hence bought something t go w it since I've got a tights in my bag. Bought this shirt & dressed myself up! (: So much more casual luh. After that was kinda tired sooooo we went t take train t fareast. Upon reaching fareast, I headed to ILT where things would be considered 'cheap', apparently, th accersorise are like so much more expensive than the clothes. Ranged from $15~$70. Bought myself a niceeeee brancelet & went Osmose w mardy for her shorts, but apparently she didn't like it, was too flare. So walked around & buy myself a new belt, it's th last piece! (: Was glad that I didn't spent much today. lesser than 200 bucks. After that Mardy was kinda tired & went home hence I took bus to bunk t find my buddies! saw HANXIANG! that asshole who didn't wanted t let us know when he came back. stayed there till near 10+ & we went for our dinner at bugis which had took us near 15mins to walk & eventually reach. Had my dinner & after that crapped again. Those funny scenes would be shared privately as it's kinda obsense. ;X Mummy came t fetch me & hanx home.. & now I'm here bloggggggggging (: It's 2;21am. I'm tired. Good night guys (: With love, HAN <3 Wednesday, April 2, 2008Understandings.Hey guys, I'd learnt a lot today. Facts & the reality. Maybe I'd understand and know some of these facts long ago, however, just didn't wish to apply it into my life or maybe, chose not to let it affect. Sometimes, being sturborn isn't the only way but you just gotta stick with your fate. Like my family, my relationships. No point being sturborn girl, you gotta face it, it's your fate. Nothing is gonna change it, you know you'd tried to make things better, your conscious is clear. & Not everything is gonna go your way, like what you'd wanted or expected. Afterall, this world is made up of every single different individual. Shihan used to be that complacent girl, or maybe still one. But she'd realised, no point getting angry and brood over things that didn't go her way cause, it's people's decisions, she'd no rights into interferring. Yes, studying real hard, amazing eh? & I guess I'd find someone dear to me soon. real soon (: I'm really not having enough sleep almost every single day. Alot of my friends are very encouraging, always there w me. I really thank you guys, nothing could ever replace those friendships. Although at times I might not show that I care, I do care just that I do not know how to express. Thanks guys (: I'm contented. I believe that everything will have an ending sooner or later, & I wouldn't be always suffering right? (: Imma strong girl. Because I've got strong friends like you guys accompanying me ^^ Getting stressed over almost every single thing, well that's normal and thus dont worry! I'm fine, and I'll always be. One&Only; Thanks for those moments, those days you'd gave me. I'm really happy and contented. I'm returning you to her, I know you felt bad. I don't wanna see you sad anymore. Promise me to always smile, promise me to be always there. Yes I do miss you, I do still love you, so dearly. Make it one sided my dear. Don't allow your heart& soul floating. Be firm. I believe you'll make it through with her. I'm sorry for those selfish thoughts, & unreasonable times. You'd taught me to be strong, to really grow up. Thank you. I love you. |
HAN;
0409 Moving on. Dependent Hostile <3
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