You never looked so goodas you did last night, underneath the city lights. ♥ ♥ ♥ |
Baby, i'll find a way to shine just for you. ♥ ♥ ♥ |
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Wednesday, August 6, 2008;people are complaining asking me to update my blog; alright I shall update now ;x Skipped school like crazy for the past week. A lil' lost and confused. But dont worry, I'm back, knowing what I want. & what to do. (: Did a lot of thinking; alot. Peiwei; I can never forget those times where you played with my lashes, stroked my hair & smellin' it asking me what brand shampoo it was. Those times where you look into my eyes, tellin' me how much you loved me. & I can never forget what happened. I can remember exactly what you said & did that day. I'll remember it & the rest of my life. I can never expect you to say what you'd said.. All those selfish words from you. How heartless can you be? Sometimes, I asked myself.. Is this the peiwei I knew? Is this that guy whom I'd once loved the most? 3 months had past.. I hope you're fine. I do miss you but I'd let go. Promised to be strong, to let go. The last time I'd told someone about us, I haven't shed a single tear. I'm proud of myself. You're a memory. You're just someone who I'd met & walked past. You aren't someone important. Not anymore.. Daddy; I'm so sorry for not being able to understand what you'd did.. Sorry for all those unreasonable times, I'm selfish I know.. I'm sorry for not knowing your miseries. Those things that you'd went through & those words from my mouth. Those cruel stuffs. I'm sorry daddy. I promise to do you and mummy proud. Trust me. There will be changes in my life. I promise. & I wouldn't let you down.. I love you daddy. Boy; I'm sorry if I'd said anything or do anything. I just know I wanna keep you.. & I don't wanna lose you. You know.. I can't bear to. I want you to stay by me. Like how you used to and.. forever. I'm sorry. At least give me a chance to explain myself will you? I love you & I wanna keep you as a friend. Please.. Don't be like this..                   |
HAN;
0409 Moving on. Dependent Hostile <3
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