You never looked so goodas you did last night, underneath the city lights. ♥ ♥ ♥ |
Baby, i'll find a way to shine just for you. ♥ ♥ ♥ |
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Monday, February 25, 2008Abandoned-Remember those times when we were together, I held on to your face. Looking deep into your eyes, you knew I'd loved you, we used to be so sweet, so close.. & then you left me. Left me alone facing the cruelty of the reality. You're leaving me.. I'd tried dear, I'd really tried to stop things. Everything you're doing is hurting me. How could you be so fine, leading your life on like it doesn't affect you at all? Is there me in your heart? Or is it that I'd never existed. Everything you'd said I'd remembered it straight down my memory. Because you just matter that much. Darling, when you're out there, I'm crying in misery. I'd never thought of getting hurt, I'm just too pampered, the complacent girl. Never to expect getting hurt like this. Why is it so? Yes true, I'm difficult to understand, I refrained myself from being open to all of you. Because I'm afraid of getting hurt, I'm afraid to show the real me.. Till I'd met you. Darling, you're my everything. I gave up almost every single thing for you. But you haven't even start to appreciate me and everything just ended. Yes buddies, it's just sucha short period of time but why am I getting so miserable over it? Because I did my best.. There's nothing such as " commit too much " because you'd do everything you could for the person you love. Remember the time when you lied on my laps. and how I gently stroked my lil fingers on to your face.. It feels so nice.. & slowly. we kissed and hugged. It felt real warm. Darling, I was really very open to you. Because you were my everything. Till that day when you shoved my arms off you. It really did hurt. Darling, why are you ignoring me.. why didn't you talk to me? I know I'm the cause of the whole incident, but do I really deserve this? I'd told myself not to let this affect me, but it's seriously impossible. I'm living in agony.. Crying myself to sleep, finding someone to talk to the whole time.. I'm afraid of being lonely.. I want you. Yes, he dont deserve that humiliation. but do I deserve this treatment from you? I can't control my feelings anymore. I'm sorry, I really wanna give up and stop pestering you. But I can't I'm missing you the whole day, with no appetite, I feel so weak, I feel like I'm drifting apart from my soul. It's so miserable. It's difficult to fake a facade. No matter how hard I tried, they would find out that I'm trying to hide. Why is it so? I really hate this. C'mon stand up han, you silly girl. Why.. why so stupid, why so silly. Why are you suddenly so vulnerable? Why are you crying, Hold back your tears.. Simon, I love you. |
HAN;
0409 Moving on. Dependent Hostile <3
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