You never looked so goodas you did last night, underneath the city lights. ♥ ♥ ♥ |
Baby, i'll find a way to shine just for you. ♥ ♥ ♥ |
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008blankHe must be thinking,"That crazy girl again." I'm sorry to be so irritating, I couldn't help it. I'm sorry to those whom I'd let down because of him. I'm sorry to him for doing what I did. I didn't wanted everything to be like that. Find me an average boyfriend. Share with me nice songs. That's all. I just want a very simple relationship. Is it that difficult? Why can people be so sweet. I can make sacrifices also can't I? Why am I crying, why am I so silly. Han, stop it. The world don't only contain you. You weigh the same as other people. Stop thinking that you're so much better. No, you aren't. Everybody's life is gonna go on like how it used to be with or without you. You are nothing. Sorry for being complacent, stucked up, noisy, retarded. I'm just a average girl. Maybe it isn't him who don't deserve me.. maybe it's me who doesn't deserve him. I wanna give up. May I? Things are... Fuck. I don't wanna be bad. I don't wanna stop him. I want him to stop me.. Because I doesn't have any rights to stop him. He can go ahead calling every single girl darling. Boy, because of you I'd forgotten completely bout my pride. Yes, I'm a bitch. I'm desperate. SO what? I care bout my pride no more. I just want him. Don't snatch him away will you? Argh, I'm really not in the right state of mind.. Tears are suddenly flowing. I told myself, I don't need him. No, that's not true.. Maybe this is just retribution from people whom I'd mistreat in the past. Ya, I deserve this punishment. Fucking leave me alone. |
HAN;
0409 Moving on. Dependent Hostile <3
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