You never looked so goodas you did last night, underneath the city lights. ♥ ♥ ♥ |
Baby, i'll find a way to shine just for you. ♥ ♥ ♥ |
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Friday, March 21, 2008Truth;Aye, I'm so sorry that I pon-ed blogging for these few days. Guess what, I've got a new plan in class. Classmates! ALERT! Please keep me awake during every single lesson& avoid from disturbing me during language lessons. =x I promise not to flunk anything next sem. PROMISED Now that I'd realised some truth of most people. Very good example, Jacky CHEEHONGKIA! Why did I say that? Because he's seriously a fucked up person. When he likes you, he'll be so super sweet, nice to you. & when he realised you're attached, he'll change, TOTALLY. Guess what, he actually scolded me because of some stupid minor problems. Come on, it's just fucking money. Can't you wait? & I'd realised.. somethings are just really not meant to be. When you found out that he's the one who kept walking you through, & part of your life. He'll leave you, just like what he did to me. Yes agree, I do love him more. But can't you see I need you? & all you could say is, " Han, thanks for being an encouraging friend throughout, I'd decided to go m'sia to find my ex gf when I'm done w my ns." That's all you could say. Again, han don't deserved to be loved. Say I'm emo, funny, stupid or whatever. Because I agree myself. I'm seriously silly. Family.. is crap. really crap. Some truths and thoughts arent meant to be disclosed. But some facts, you gotta say& if you hide it to yourself, thinking that you could bear everything, eventually you'll end up hurting each other. Just to prevent some stupid quarrels. & somethings are just too late to mend back & apologising isn't the best word. You gotta admit your mistake. Look at yourself before humiliating. Just one day, I'm gonna totally give up on you, just like her.. Soon, because my heart's beginning to die. I used to hold you guys so dearly, really that close & trying to hold you guys back together. No, I can't. I'd thought to myself, was it very selfish of me to do it? Made you both suffer just because of my selfish-ness. I'm sorry. I'm tired, of caring, persuading. Just, get it all over and done with. I'm sick of it. Nothing much happened. I'll be strong. Supporting her, & not letting her down. I promise. |
HAN;
0409 Moving on. Dependent Hostile <3
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