You never looked so good
as you did last night,
underneath the
city lights.
Baby, i'll
find a way
to shine
just for you.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Walked out.


I'd finally freed myself from all the false hope. Yes, we really really ended.
Now, it won't really bother me lookin' you callin' her darling. It's nothin'.
I'm sick of all th empty promises. I'm sick of cryin' & shoutin'.
I'd realised, it'll just bring me no where.
Maybe everything you said was true.
We didn't know each other well, th promises made wouldn't be kept.
Yesterday, would be the last time I got fed up because of you.
Yesterday, would be the last time I shed tears because of you.
I'd given up, I had enough of false hopes.
Now that I realised, I'm really nothing to you.
Yea, you were sad when we broke up, but after we'd broken up, I'm nothing but just an acquaintance. Nothing else.
I couldn't understand why are you so selfish.
I could give up everything, and try my best satisfyin' you. But did you put in any single effort?
I'm sick of it. It supposed to be a two party matter.
You aren't doing anything, you know all your faults.
But you ain't makin' a freaking bloody effort to apologise.
You just lead things on, on & on.
I'm sick of you. You wanna be acquaintance? Fine, from now on, you will just be an acquaintance of mine.
Friends, I'd gave up. You won't see me cry no longer.
& surprisingly, no tears from me when I'm posting this post.
Yes, it did hurt. But, I'm used to it.
Just let the wound bleed, just bleed.