You never looked so good
as you did last night,
underneath the
city lights.
Baby, i'll
find a way
to shine
just for you.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Understandings.


Hey guys, I'd learnt a lot today.
Facts & the reality.
Maybe I'd understand and know some of these facts long ago, however, just didn't wish to apply it into my life or maybe, chose not to let it affect.
Sometimes, being sturborn isn't the only way but you just gotta stick with your fate.
Like my family, my relationships. No point being sturborn girl, you gotta face it, it's your fate.
Nothing is gonna change it, you know you'd tried to make things better, your conscious is clear.
& Not everything is gonna go your way, like what you'd wanted or expected. Afterall, this world is made up of every single different individual.
Shihan used to be that complacent girl, or maybe still one. But she'd realised, no point getting angry and brood over things that didn't go her way cause, it's people's decisions, she'd no rights into interferring.
Yes, studying real hard, amazing eh? & I guess I'd find someone dear to me soon. real soon (:
I'm really not having enough sleep almost every single day.
Alot of my friends are very encouraging, always there w me.
I really thank you guys, nothing could ever replace those friendships. Although at times I might not show that I care, I do care just that I do not know how to express. Thanks guys (:

I'm contented. I believe that everything will have an ending sooner or later, & I wouldn't be always suffering right? (: Imma strong girl. Because I've got strong friends like you guys accompanying me ^^
Getting stressed over almost every single thing, well that's normal and thus dont worry! I'm fine, and I'll always be.

One&Only;
Thanks for those moments, those days you'd gave me. I'm really happy and contented.
I'm returning you to her, I know you felt bad. I don't wanna see you sad anymore.
Promise me to always smile, promise me to be always there. Yes I do miss you, I do still love you, so dearly. Make it one sided my dear. Don't allow your heart& soul floating. Be firm.
I believe you'll make it through with her. I'm sorry for those selfish thoughts, & unreasonable times. You'd taught me to be strong, to really grow up. Thank you.
I love you.