You never looked so goodas you did last night, underneath the city lights. ♥ ♥ ♥ |
Baby, i'll find a way to shine just for you. ♥ ♥ ♥ |
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Tuesday, May 6, 2008Picking up.Woooo, pure Biology suck big timee. & I'm so gonna flunk it, lol. Slept for whole half & hour & among the essay part I did a short, maybe 6 sentence long paragragh? haaaaaaa, so gonna flunk. ;( Mood's better, though I'd still cried. Stop crying, it won't bring him back. I'd shopped & 100 bucks gone. Listened to MAOMAO <3 Stopstopstopppp spending! if not im gonna die of starvation LOL. Mummy said, " Eh, my daughter also not ugly what, he dont want you, I dont believe guys out there wouldnt want you! " Ha, thanks mum <33 That day I couldn't help it, was just so sad.. I'd told her not to speak, not to scold, not to make any comments, just advices.. & if can, pure listening.. I'd told her every single thing that had happened between us.. Wpw. that conversation lasts us for 2 hours.. Thanks for those ears from numeral friends. You guys were a great help.. Especially BENdan, feifei, MAOMAO, Irwin, Mardy, Gibson & Amandaaaaa. Thanks guys! ^^ but seriously, sometimes I do find myself irritating thou, kept repeating, but that is girl's nature what! :( Now that I felt better... Thanks for understanding & sorry for those effin' attitude. Thanks for those encouraging words.. I guess, I would give him some time, for him to think of stuffs, and maybe make some decisions. Give him some space to breathe too.. Every single thing I did reminds me of him. everysingle words I'd said reminds me of him too.. How I wish, that time would just stay there, with him, lying on my laps, sitting on the seaside, listening to his stories, and mine.. I felt real peace. & now that I'd realised I'd grown into a dependent, stubborn girl.. I need to change. I shouldn't be that dependent, on family, friends, nor him.. I'll just add up to their burden, having them to worry bout me. Im so sorry guys. Now that I feel better, I hope tomorrow will be a better day.. Not having myself to think, to bother.. Just trying to finish up all my papers. & do what I'd planned and thought of doing with him. Well, now, I guess I have to do it alone.. Peiwei, I'd changed your contact name because, I wouldn't remind myself of those memories with you. Although, it was real short, time spent with you was great. Thanks for those times.. I guess I'll really leave you alone for a period. I'll always be there supporting, believe me please. I love you, I really do. Don't let me be an extra burden to you.. I'm sorry for those emotional times, where I'd cried & spoke to you, so unreasonably. I know you're just trying to be fair to everyone, not being selfish, I know and I'm trying hard to understand. Promise me never to hurt yourself. I'll be fine. <3 |
HAN;
0409 Moving on. Dependent Hostile <3
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