You never looked so good
as you did last night,
underneath the
city lights.
Baby, i'll
find a way
to shine
just for you.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Put aside-


From today onwards, I'm gonna do what I wanna do, and what I think I'm doing right.
Yes, I'm confused. I'm lost.
Mum's leaving to granny's place. Because of everything I'd said.
Since she'd already said, she won't be bothered by me anymore, fine.
Leave then, I'm too sick and tired of satisfying you.
I'm sure I'll be fine, alone, without all your rantings and naggings.
I don't know what I'm doing.. But I'm sure I'll be fine.
Yes, leave me, everyone leave. Just leave, since I'm near invisible to you guys.
I'm just gonna do finish what I'm supposed to do in school, find a job.
& promise myself to study well next term.
I'm sorry, but you'd always refused to listen to all the explanations & since,
the trust is no longer there, fine.
I'm just a big fat liar, who doesn't care about my family, and only care about my friends.
Yea, the tears that I'd cried isn't for you but for him.
Peiwei, you glad to see me like that?
You'd ruined me totally. I'm sure you must be laughing your ass off behind the screens.
I don't know what I'm doing.. I'm really confused.
Everything just came crashing down.
I feel like.. ending everything now.