You never looked so good
as you did last night,
underneath the
city lights.
Baby, i'll
find a way
to shine
just for you.

Sunday, August 10, 2008


" It's hard to be like you, I dont understand how can you entertain so many people. "
I don't want it to be like this either.
I.. just want a break from every single thing.
I want time for myself, doing what I wanna do.
Fuck that popularity, fuck that guys texting you.
fuck those words that you-thought-you're-happy-after-listening.
I just want friends..
I dont wanna make use of people.
I just..
I dont know, I'm just tired.
I don't wanna lose anyone of you.
I don't wish to hurt anyone of you either.
I'm just a lousy bitch.
What's with that two phones? What's with that having someone to keep you accompany 24/7
Do you feel fucking proud? You're just fucking plain stupid shihan.
Wake up from your fucking stupid idea.
You aren't pretty, you aren't good.
You just want to be the best. But how did you achieve it?
Fucking through schemings.
Fuck, I had enough of myself.
Enough, sick and tired.

I just.. want some peace of my own.
I dont want all those attention. Give me some space to breathe.
please..